tbh, as for a new studying student in art who has little knowledge in art but knows basic stuff from it, i envy those ppl who improved alot and knowing what they lack of. They improve alot and i mean alot, and fast(faster than me doing my assignment), and the realization of yours rambling how ur old work it compare to know is what satisfy me the most not bcuz of how different it is but knowing that u learned so much from it, u learn alot in ur previous days.
If its embarrassing to u then i understand that, but for me its just beautiful to see someone that is now grown decided to look back when they were smol like recalling how their story went through.
Anyways be sure keep growin up cuz ill be at ur back growin too >:) ill be comin back always for updates. Hav a nice year