I understand, for me it is the same...like you maybe read in here i quit my job and living now of my savings. I can do this maximum for 6 months and then the well is dried ;-) but i am positive that i can make it as an indie developer...not to become mega rich but at least to live of it. And most of all do something that you really like and create stuff that the whole world might enjoy as well, how cool is that ?
I dont mind sharing my email with others so here's mine ;-)
namuh@itlex.nl