Oh I SO relate. I despise gratuitous violence. Give me something like Kentaro Miura's manga Berserk where violence is strong but has meaning and it makes all the difference.
Hahaha Don't worry, you are perfectly sensical-- And full disclosure: I'm not a native English speaker either~
(*sneaks out slipping through the door giggling mischievously*)
PS. By the way, we are working on a new version (again, lol) correcting a few more things. We will have the newest thing uploaded I believe between tonight or tomorrow. If you are not in a rush.