bro I hope ur mum gets better I dont really know u or the things uve been through but I cant relate to the dad thing my dad is their physically but he isn't there as a my dad hes just a stranger to me ..I hope u know that u don't need ur dad to tell u that everythings goona be alright cuz fuck him ur goona be alright without him ..did I go too far ??anyway bro have fun with ur mum before its too late and talk to ur dad about how u feel if that doesn't work then as I said f him