I wish you and your close ones strength and all the best in the world. Hope you'll be able to get your lifes back in order and on track. Take time for yourself, the game and us can wait. Just be careful what you share online about personal stuff and details of it. Even though I get that you want to update us about the why's and I appriciate it, keep in mind that most of us are still strangers on the internet. Share enough, but not too much is what I'm saying. It can be a double edged sword at times and perhaps not always the best course. Keep that in mind as a concerned advice from me to you. Stay strong, brother.