Oh my god I know right? I finished Adastra with tears in my eyes because it reminded me of how much I needed someone who loved me like Amicus loves MC. These stories make you wish you could live the lives of the characters, and truly understand how each of them feels. It's a story that makes you wish you could be the main character in the story so you can put everyone back together again. I can't get enough of it! Anyways, have a nice day, internet stranger.