Ok so I cant say much as you will find out a lot with the update comes so Ill say this.
Mc is very very pissed and broken. (Its not obvious as they are hiding it from themselves and you. Mc is also hiding things from you as well simple because they don't think it since its not relevant yet.)
Mc has nothing to fall on. They are still considered a threat if everyone finds out they are alive. (There were over 20 dead. Mc has more people that hate them then you think.)
Mc friends and allies were all dead. (Besides Lisa and few others that survived.)
Mc considered the factors of course but Mc knew there was one way and that was with Noah and being an instructor.
Mc is trying to pick up the pieces but try to remember they are broken and it hurts a lot.
That's why Mc jumps at the chance to go to Lisa. Noah did not tell Mc where she was and Mc was trying to put together a semi life as an instructor.
I'm sorry i didn't see this when you first posted this as it was my Mom's birthday and I wanted to take a break from the screen.
I don't mind your opinions and If you want clarifications I can try but with the Mc . I have to be careful as there is a lot going on and the Mc is very much a spoiler themselves .
Now there is an option now. I did add it last week but some things have popped up and slowed the update down.