Sir I think you should apply for motivator job, I'm sure you will excel there, as for mc understanding, it's just character you are getting too much emotional with, yes he's been broken for yadah yadah reasons, beautiful explanation in avn and more better representation by you, but how that supposed to change my view? Like if he's portrayed as a cuck, loser in his life by dev, why I'm wrong? And to judge him, common a guy who can't move past tragedy after 3 years of therapy and still shit in pant at sight of a bitch.
Sure his personality is hopeless, beautiful portray of character? Yes agree here, but too much shit nonsense revolve around mc here, ain't funny, ain't good for anything, moreover he feels like side character in front of kindra, she should be mc of this with mc x bitch gf as villain.
About not buried deep for sex, that's not how i have experienced till now, heck it's quite opposite, a Scene with fucking that whore x in start, then mc fantasy about every damn girl (that's complete asshole or teen virgin behaviour, disgusting for a guy who's trauma by past relationship, something hella wrong with his head for sure) then some orgies as i explained before, all over kinks are fanatsy sex or orgies with some fraternity whores, that too with inclusion of other males and side girls, or future main girls fucking them, sex scene are okish but kink in them is shit.
Story is 110% and all characters are good except mc who is wierd as fuck, sexual traumatized patient of past, avoid relationships, flirt with own therapy doctor, lust for girls, fap in fanatsy sex, fucks with whore, shit in pant at sight of bitch, good for nothing, a useless fellow.
Sympathy character? Off course i won't abuse him, but as a mc? That shit guy can only fuck or do anything in his own fantasy, a loser in real world ya can't deny, bad avn? Nope at all, bad choice of mc? Yes, although i don't like FMC i would love to play as kindra more than this lunatic pervert, sympathy gainer childish behaviour moron.