Have a few things to say regarding this post.
You sound fairly young, work on yourself before you work on projects like this which should come from a place of love rather than "hate". I am sure you started this project and loved at least a part of what you put out. Work on getting back to that.
I don't follow you on social media or anything but you are clearly not well mentally. Take the time to get professional help. It's ok to get help and you are not alone in it. Consider getting off of social media since it's very evidently affecting you in some way. Also, fuck society, you are you. Humans are social creatures but that doesn't mean society as a whole dictates how a person should live.
It's understandable that there are too many things to fix in a project like this. Take this as a learning experience so you can streamline your project building for next time.
And for what it's worth, I did actually enjoy this project. Thought it had potential even if it did get very strange at times. Hope you're in a better place the next time you post something here.