heh, well thank you. i'm glad you made it to the end and yeah, i had a hard time with it, too. however, if you're looking to experience is all over again but new, check out the revamp that hits waaaaaay different right from the beginning. i never expected people to look at this as some paragon for gay media. i was just writing and stumbling through it but it's heartfelt and i'm eternally grateful that that's resonating with people the way that it is. It's been an amazing experience so thank you for reading and i'm glad you stumbled back across it <3