Friend, you said "lots of Christians"
I know what you're talking about...
I know what they say and I am ashamed to hear it.
But my Christianity preaches Jesus Christ Crucified
Jesus is the Christ.
Those Christians that you say are not of my testimony, my testimony, the one that I defend, and that I would still defend with my life, and that others defended with their lives, is that of Philadelphia, that is the only Christian testimony that still preaches the word as we received it, without changing anything, we, the Philadelphia witness, have answers to your questions, and even if we don't, we will, God said in Jeremiah 33:3
"Call to me, and I will answer you, and I will teach you great and difficult things that you do not know."
I was very sick today... you know?
Well, I prayed to the Father in the name of Jesus, and you know what?
I RECOVERED FROM MY ILLNESS!
I had no strength at all, and I prayed to the Father in the name of Jesus, and you know what?
HE GAVE ME STRENGTH!
Because IT IS WRITTEN, in Job 22:27
You will pray to him, and he will hear you;
And regarding what you said about Jesus insulting himself:
By that, you probably mean when Jesus said it was necessary for Him to die, and rise again on the 3rd day, and do you know how the disciples reacted?
That IS WRITTEN IN MATTHEW 17: 22-23 which says:
22 And while they were in Galilee, Jesus said to them, The Son of man will be delivered into the hands of men,
23 And they will kill him; but on the third day he will rise again. And they were greatly saddened.
It also says in Matthew 16:21-23
21 From that time Jesus began to declare to his disciples that it was fitting for him to go to Jerusalem, and suffer much from the elders, and from the chief priests, and from the scribes; and to be killed, and to rise on the third day.
22 And Peter, taking him aside, began to rebuke him, saying: Lord, have compassion on you: in no way should this happen to you.
23 Then he, turning, said to Peter, Get away from me, Satan; you are a scandal to me; because you do not understand what is of God but what is of men.
Now, I don't want to offend you, but I tell you this:
You say you love Jesus, and Peter loved Jesus very much, that IS WRITTEN in Saint John 21:17
"...Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you..."
Now, Peter loved Jesus, but he didn't want him to die on the cross, you don't accept that either, you say he didn't deserve death, which is true.
But Jesus said in Luke 9:22
Saying: The Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected by the elders, and the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and rise again the third day.
If Jesus said "it is necessary" it is because he was, otherwise, he would have lied, and would have been a sinner, thus deserving death, even if it was for a single sin.
Because the Bible says in Romans 6:9 that "the wages of sin is death"
Peter didn't understand that, just like you don't understand it either, and Jesus told Peter in Matthew 16:23
23 Then he, turning, said to Peter, Get away from me, Satan; you are a scandal to me; because you do not understand what is of God but what is of men.
Peter, he must have felt very bad, Jesus himself told him "get away from me, Satan; you are a scandal to me"
Today Jesus offers you Salvation, (I already told you how to accept that gift from God) for which He died to make it possible for sinners, even for you.
And Jesus said in Saint John 14:23
Jesus answered and said to him, He who loves me will keep my word; and my Father will love him, and we will come to him, and we will make our home with him.
If you really love Jesus, you will keep his Word, within his word, it is said by himself, that "it was necessary for him to die, and to rise again on the 3rd day" (Luke 9:22)
If you think there are other ways to go to heaven, you are deceiving yourself, because the Bible says in Acts 4:12
And in no other is there health; for there is no other name under heaven, given among men, by which we can be saved.
That name is Jesus. And today He invites you to be saved, through the sacrifice He made💖
Accept it, and you will be saved, I already told you how you must do to accept it, if you ask me, I will repeat it, but I want you to know that by not accepting the gift that God gives you, you are rejecting the Only Begotten Son of God, who is Jesus, and condemning yourself, He Himself said so in Saint John 3:18-19
18 He who believes in him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is already condemned, because he did not believe in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
19 And this is the condemnation: because light has come into the world, and men loved darkness more than light; because their deeds were evil.