That's not it. But, I will online community most definitely. I had always manage to gain a social grouping even when I didn't seek it because, I was pursuing art, craft anything art related. I did it this ways all my life because I tend to need a lot of practice and motivation. Home life didn't help. I regret that I did it this way for so long because, the time really was advancing.
There is tones of reason so, if you're willing to help me learn discord I will be grateful.