U take the game too seriously bro, think of people like in Ukraine that are sad because of way more important problems! Sorry, but pitying you would be disrespectful. If you think u are addicted, take a break or consult a doctor.
Yes, true..there are people who sleep in the streets without food, cover or protection..
We forget these things only because we were not exposed to such circumstances... I am very happy that there are those who think of our brothers in Syria like u..and even in Gaza.. I pray for them and I hope you do the same too..