this made me cry!! I personally do not want to have children because I’m scared of messing them/us up as I don’t have a good relationship with my parents. I don’t want to pass on any traumas; it can end with me. I really liked your promise to your child. Based on that, you’re already doing absolutely great! I wish I was given the same space to be myself as you’re promising your child. You’re doing fine, thank you for sharing this! More power to your parenthood ♥