That's terrible news and I'm so sorry to hear about how all of that panned out. I think if you ever decide to get back into development, it would be wonderful, but I also get that having something on the back burner when you're already going through so much could be incredibly stressful and lead to burnout and more unhappiness. I have hope for a revival if it happens, I always hoped we'd get more, but am happier to know that you're doing what's best for you.
Hang in there and keep doing what you need to do for yourself to make it through all of this. Wishing you the best.