cool idea, I dont think Ive seen something like this done very often (maybe Doom Eternal Battle mode?) but I dont think its possible to kill the "player", which I guess makes sense actually, and I like the detail of him going to get health
I have liked the idea but the player death bug is do deep into the code that i figured i would just remake the game while im at it from scratch this time not taking shortcuts. I also plan to add more details like how the "player" grabs health to make it act more playerlike