some things remain vague such as the future of the company, its goals, or Nick’s aspirations due to the jam restrictions that i’m not really able to provide a solid answer. but i will say, i like your excellent interpretation of the I’m in heaven line!
maybe it is true how being an entertainer is what he genuinely enjoyed doing as a living- perhaps until his wife exited his life. perhaps he thought to shift to a completely different career path after that, hoping to leave his Gozo identity behind for better opportunities.
or it could also be that after being taken apart through severe dismemberment and with only slight remnants of himself left that was mounted onto the vessel, his aspirations as an entertainment have been permanently skewed. maybe this is what he was meant to do, forever.
apologies if this didn’t make sense (english ios not my first language !) but i hope it is a satisfactory reply!