Don't worry about it Runey and my condolences I'm sorry for ur loss I too lost people that I loved but nothing compares to losing a parent especially if u we're close to them I hope u are doing alright and u have support from your friends and family and u can get back to your feet again also don't worry about the game or us the fans we will wait so focus on your mental health and ur health in general much love and support (also sometimes saying nice words to guys can be the difference no matter if a guy says it or a girl so all the love to other guys or girls in the comment section and I hope u guys are doing well too)