All I want is to go back to my country and, hopefully, rebuild or at the very least live there anonymously for a time then travel the world. Basically leaving this enemy country is my revenge+healing. I want the king or "Emperor" or whatever to live (but I feel like he'd have to die for me to leave his country) so he suffers to his death with the same unquenchable love.
I'm utterly cold to anyone who has anything to do with the fall of my country, except for that one soldier who fed me non-stop. Courteous, cautiously, with Lancelot and people who show favorability to me but that's where I draw the line. I know they are good people, but I hate them (Yet, somehow, my stats show that I'm "Charming". Interesting, I suppose not being rude helps. Also, I feel so sad, the 9 yo I played was so mature it was unsettling but that's life for ya.)
I want to leave this place. Use the knowledge they give me while training to be a royal consort to further my older brother's research if possible and don't look back. If nothing else I could make a living with my "royal" IQ, right? xD