Right off the bat I love your care towards the readers, the individual content warnings, and the tones.
The collection is beautiful and detailed and a microcosm of the pain and the overcoming and the road between that. I love it and I love your rage. Grieving oneself is always difficult, especially when you're trans- it's entangled and messy and these poems help sort through that.
And fuck that guy. I don't know if its a "spoiler" or not so i'll be vague but fuck him!!! I hope he rots!!!