I don't have these skills either, how do you know all this?
Never.
Tell ya what, I was supposed to be a nameless tryhard. But I was lucky, got to make good friends with a really good pro. He actually aimed at the time where i used to spam. I learned from him, and I consider him my greatest influence for n1. skilled and respectable, even though he never said a word. haven't seen him for a long time, he's a old guy so im guessing he left.
If there's one reason I'm staying here, it's because I'm waiting for HIM (he also came before all my other friends, and i still appreciate my other friends).