ya know, not to hate but after seeing a whole lot of fat fetish content, it is now that i realise, i dont want a relationship like this, not even close, i am into this but now that i see someone make a legitimate attempt on a realistic relationship on this. i now know that i want me and my future wife to be healthy and her to not be a fat fuck. i have always envisioned my future relationship with someone would be like this but for some reason i no longer want that. i didnt even like this sexually at all and after this i did not even get a boner on even my favourite games and content like this. am i finally free from the curse that is this fucked up fetish i have? does anyone know what the fuck happened?