uh. saw this online and i just. anyway i think you somehow managed to put words to a kind of trans experience i don't think i've ever elsewhere read. love the way you've described everything. the metaphors. the gore. hell the erotica. the entire experience was fucking great and... i only aspire to be as good as you one day because. the longing the yearning the. everything holy fuck. i think you really managed to pinpoint it in a way that other sanitised authors haven't. you've portrayed a fucked up but comforting relationship, so congrats because as another fellow transmasc holy hell i now want this <3