dear diary, today was supposed to be the release of a beautiful game. I got my paper towels, my water, and even my tissues in case I cried. I sat down at my pc just to see it wasn't out yet. I was so sad. I bawled my eyes out, oh to see my favorite streamer man. to see his beautiful grey eyes to see his everything! I miss him already. I stayed home today for this. I hope to see his beauty soon. also, istg if the cat dies, I'm going to throw all my limbs at you. (I'm joking...) also, I think I'm a homosexual.