Thank you so much for this. I am trying deal with figuring out I am very likely living with bipolar disorder, after a year of yet another antidepressant making things worse instead of better. Reading Sunflowers was like looking into a mirror and seeing myself clearly for maybe the first time. I'm pretty depressed right now in the "can't remember how to feel anything, just want to sleep until it's over" kind of way but you still managed to make me feel things.