This totally vibes. I have been (and remain in) a 'too much home' place in life.
After some health issues I was born with took another massive dive a couple years ago: I was told I can't safely drive anymore. Home alone almost all day almost every day, not a safe neighborhood for a walk. AND my computer stopped working around then. I usually wake up to all the window drapes pulled shut so darkish house.
Home feels like a tomb sometimes...
thanks for sharing this. ;-; i felt feelings.