As someone who loves the gameplay and the characters, seeing you yap about wanting to kill characters in MGD makes me kinda sick. Maybe take your toxic opinions and complaints elsewhere and just watch porn dude, you clearly aren't interested in the game or it's characters. Set the game to easy difficulty, reset your sensitivity, and grow a heart. I would say try Trials in Tainted Space or either of the Corruption of Champions games if you want a less chill experience or you're just that set on having the option to kill people sometimes in bfrpgs, but if you don't like losing to mostly sweet monster girls, you would hate losing in those.