Do whatever it is you feel like you need to do to feel better, the vast majority of this community you've built here supports you, and will continue to support you no matter what. Take a break, clear your mind, and feel better. We are here for you, and we thank you for all you have done for us thus far. I'm sure most of us won't mind if you go on hiatus for a few years if needed if it means you get the rest and healing you absolutely deserve.
Take care, and I wish the best for you! Just one last reminder: You matter. Always keep that in mind.