hey, call 988, their amazing and they help so much because in the long run suicide doesnt really solve things, it just hurts you and others and its scary.
dude listen, i've been there and i've tried and it sucked. you are loved and you would be missed, if not by anyone else by me. i'm here for you okay? its not worth it, stay alive, please<3
so since most people are doing this i think i'm gonna too
so... i'm 14, i've been suicidal/doing sh since i was 9... its hard and scary and in 7th grade i tried to off myself almost every week all year till i got sent to the hospital and sadly that only made it worse, i was in the hospital for 13 days and it was hell, then i went home and people cried when they saw me because i didnt really tell anyone about what happened so everyone was scared. there were jokes and bullies and some people didnt believe what happened and i sucked. a while later the same thing happened except i told more people. so trust me when i tell you i know a lot about suicidal thoughts.
my advice is dont die, dont try to die and dont hurt yourself. all of those things are valid but their not worth it. sh is one of the most dangerous addictions and i should know because i have to deal with it every day, please, PLEASE dont hurt yourself ever. its scary and its not worth it, and the worst part is trying to hide it for people you love, so if you've started sh, please tell someone. say something. tell your parent, or your best friend, or your partner, or that one nice teacher, or the kid you say hi to sometimes in the hallway, or someone you hate, or the school nurse, or the helpline (988), just say something to someone, anyone! it helps i promise, it sucks to say but it helps, i have been saved to many times to count and i am so glad. and by the way, the thoughts and the pain never fully goes away, but they fade and with the right support and meds you kinda dont notice it. so tell someone and get help and if you dont know who to tell, tell me.
i love you no matter what, i'm here for you. please, please dont die or hurt yourself and if all else fails, call 988! their here for a reason<3
