For years, I have fiddled my diddle, I have yanked my tank, and I have most certainly masturbated. I have suffered from horrible post nut clarity, and it's this game that has finally change my mind and my attitude towards life. 2 days ago, In the love ending, something about the whole feel of eternal love really struck a chord for me. I really would prefer to be loved over using someone for temporary gain. To genuinely connect with someone in a way that is heartwarming and not erecting (If that is a word). it is long overdue for me to start with this journey. In hopes, I can find my happy ending with a special someone and not wither my life with hentai, porn and other means of filth. It's time I put this nasty habit to rest and start looking towards the brighter side of life. It is time I quit my porn addiction.
After playing the game, I deleted my porn folder on both my computer and my phone. I unfollowed all the pornstars and people that halted me from being free, and I joined a group dedicated to nofap. This may be a long and arduous journey, but I am ready to give what it takes to relieve me of this curse. I wish the best to all of the people currently on a streak of not cooming or are suffering. Happiness with porn is temporary, a loving relationship with someone special is eternal. As much as I enjoy looking at big boobas, I need to stop this asap.
To those who have read all of this, thank you. It means a lot that you have read my nonsensical ramblings. It means a lot that people have the time to read a confession on a porn game site of all things. It really is weird that I am talking about this. No matter where you currently are on the spectrum, I want you to know that there is always time to stop. I stopped because I have seen what it does to people and how it can destroy peoples lives. If you work in the porn industry, then that is a different story. Porn is a job like any other, so in a working sense keep being you! If you are trying not to wank then I wish you the best in your adventure of sorts. Thank you all for taking the time to read.
-Knomyo