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<3 have a good one man!

thanks man. I really appreciate that. I wish there were more folk like you, i appreciate you talking to me man. Have a good rest your day and rest of your life homie. whatever you're going through still I hope it resolves quickly. We probably won't talk again but for the record, my name is Lukas. It was nice man seriously sorry about the dumbass comments that I made. 

I don't know what to say. No one's laid it out to me that way honestly I don't know. I really do wanna be involved with it because it makes me happy. but I'm so tired of the pain and shit man. I just wanna be happy. I really appreciate you talking to me. You've done a lot more than a lot of other people. I've tried to talk with genuinely thank you. I don't know man my whole life I've had trouble making friends and feeling happy and then when I became a furry things got a little easier and then like I said all that shit happened and ever since then I haven't been able to have that feeling again. now it's gotten so bad to the point of where I honestly don't believe I can have a relationship or an actual friend. I don't know what to do. I want to go back to feeling happy and comfortable with that but now it's just a source of constant sadness and anger, and I don't want it to be. sorry I'm going on another rant. Honestly, these past couple weeks have been hard and my head's been all over the place. I'm sorry I even laid all this shit on you, man. I hope your life's going good and I hope you keep being the good person you are. seriously thank you for what you said. I've been anxious about this conversation and what you said I don't know, man I've got so much to work on. I've got so much fucked up with me. and I hate it bro. I'm scared cause I'm only 18  I'm terrified that shit's gonna get worse and all I'm trying to do is heal man. and all this thinking about my past and this shit on top of trying to find a job and make sure we have food and shit. It's just so much. And all I want is to relax and be happy I used to ERP and shit too man. god it made me so happy but then as the years went by, I started getting mad at myself for it.told myself It was bad even though deep down I knew that was helpful for me and it did exactly what you said it did (i even talked to my therapist and she said it was a good way to get those feelings out) and you're right. I'm just denying it because I am upset. I don't know man my whole life's a fucking mess but once again, I'm sorry to put all this on you. I know you're a complete stranger I'm sorry.i hope you have a good rest your day and thank you so much for replying to me once again. your words mean a lot to me, thank you. 

oh, one last thing sorry about not seeing your messages. itch.io doesn't notify me. So if you reply to this, sorry if I don't see it for a while.

 i guess i understand but it still saddens me. and i guess thats my own messed up mind but seeing that stuff inflicted on real or fake people upsets me and i honestly think that things such as BDSM and kinks that revolve around, violence, humiliation, zoophilia and pedophilia should NOT be expressed at all in any way fictional or real. and i see where your coming from but id have to argue that making things like this to "explore" those fantasies only leads to that individual wanting more than just the fantasy. maybe not everyone but i feel like it just enables that behavior. and your comments about the furry community are somewhat false. i was involved with the community since i was 11 years old i'm now 18, and my ENTIRE time with the community was horrible. i was groomed, bullied, and abused by the people i tried to fit in with and now have lasting mental scars and it pisses me off every time someone says its 50/50 or that bad folk in the community are few and far between, its the exact opposite. and whenever i say this someone claps back with "well thats just your experience" or "you just hung around the wrong ones"  and that is wrong. i tried and tried again to fit in and make friends but theres always problems. I'm always bullied or if not that I'm in a group of people who are toxic or judgmental or raciest or fucked up in some way. I'm tired of people acting like the community isn't mostly bad. it is mostly bad and i have damn near half my life to prove it! 

Again i don't mean to offend you or be rude or be a dick and i apologize for ranting. to be honest i just want to heard. The furry community fucked me up and i struggle with it to this day, i've been though therapy, talked with countless people and asked countless questions and i still hurt i still feel like if i try to involve myself again it will only lead to more sadness and regret, more bulling and more stress.

i want to say one last thing. i don't know why but every time i see furry art or someone in a fursuit it makes me angry. it used to make me feel comfortable and safe but those feelings are rare now, and it fucking kills me. and now whenever i try to grab on to those feelings of safety and comfort when i see something that has do do with furries its immediately overshadowed by all my anger and sadness regarding the community.

i guess I'm done now sorry for the rant...

this game is more sad than it is arousing. also i hope that the creator of this game is an adult. the contents of this game where a little disturbing honestly. of course, what was i supposed to expect given the provided screenshots... i don't know, i feel the game would be better if you excluded rape. but i have a feeling that may have been the point. regardless though it was fun while it lasted great art and pretty good writing. 7/10 

ps: i hope my comment does not offend you its not meant to. 

love and respect bro.

i really hope your grown, man, the furry community gets kids involved in shit like this all the time and it makes me sick.