don't get me wrong, i really enjoyed the game!! lol Haru was just frustrating me
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ughhh Haru is seriously pissing me off during Yuta's route.
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you can't be a constant bitch just because you're jealous, when you're also making me think you fucking hate me. UGH. and i wish they weren't acting like the MC is too innocent to exist around Yuta at the adult sections of the con.
omfgg Haru STOP C*CKBLOCKING
trying Haru's route now and i'm immediately pissed off again FML. she/he lol annoyed me a bunch in the background of other routes but that was only like small bitchy comments. in Yuta's route is worse and i'm not looking forward to how LONG itll take for her to warm up to us ughhh
i'm still playing but this is SO good so far (but omg MC stop letting your imagination take over LMAOO)
also i wanna romance Martin SO BAD
ow. Freddie is FR pissing me off. a DOORMAT?? fuck you, dude.
even Will was willing to do more than Freddie did on the aniversary of our dad's death. she's not evil for flirting, it was stupid but YOU'RE THE ONE THAT KISSED HER. like idk her mom is legit emotionally abusive and manipulative, thats not MC's fault
WHATTT??? LO LEFT?? SHES SO MATURE??? FUCK FREDDIE, I WANT LO
idk i'm pissed at him. like that verbal blowup and the months of cold treatment was totally unjustified considering he forgave us, even if he was lying about being over everything. like you can't be kind and then horrible if you've already accepted the apology, you could've just rejected her but you kissed her instead. idk he talked to her like her mom talks to her, like she's worthless. i wouldn't be willing to get back with him tbh lol
damn the good games are never compatible with mac. if you get a chance could you make the demo playable in the browser? obviously it'd be nice to have a mac download but not everyone who works on pcs knows how to mac and vice versa. anyways, if you ever make the demo playable in the browser, just please let me know lol
damn the good games are never compatible with mac. if you get a chance could you make the demo playable in the browser? obviously it'd be nice to have a mac download but not everyone who works on pcs knows how to mac and vice versa. anyways, if you ever make the demo playable in the browser, just please let me know lol
theres not a whole lot, but from what i can remember;
ones similar to this (regency style with more traditional romance, like balls and stuff) with mostly romance focus:
-The Ladys Choice
-the widow's boutique (on itch.io or mobile app)
-RegencyLove (mobile app for iphone)
-arcadie second born (generally historical with romance but not as heavily focused, and not as slice of life)
in general i'd look through this list for ones that look interesting, they're all released and historical https://itch.io/games/released/tag-historical
and theres not a lot on this site for regency stuff but if you ever check out choice of games, hearts choice, and hosted games (mobile apps but also on steam and online in general. theyre all tied together by their companies but function slightly differently), they have a good handful of regency or historical in general stuff. most of it is less focused on romance, balls, and suitors though.
RIP, i hope you make it possible to play on Mac sometime in the future. i can suck it up and use the browser version, and i'm gonna lol, but it would be nice to be able to download on mac
also omfg i was really debating between Mikel and Garret, leaning towards Garret because i love a single dad, but i went back to my save to see the difference between hanging out with them (when you first see the tat studio) i can't bring myself to go back because Mikel legit gave me a tattoo. i can't not keep it, wtf
okay it worked out LMAo i was so leaning towards Garret at the start that it still chose him for the final scenes lol
finallly about to play Malik's route, i'm just scared lol. its not as hard to witness once they know you're fucked up but the whole "true colors" showing scene lowkey makes me wanna cry lmao like its so sad
NOOOO OMFG HIS FACE IS SO SCARED AND NERVOUS I FEEL SO BAD BRO (i'd be a horrible yandere fr, i'd just do whatever they told me to lmao)
omfg okay soo.. this already hurts WAY less than Ash's route becase Malik actually has a backbone already at the start so he feels like overwhelmingly pitiying for us off the bat. like Ash's route was hard because the backfiring always hurtthem more than me yk, but at least Malik is more capable of fighting back. and both routes initial have a either he/they die or i die, but Ash's was so accidental. i like that Malik can actually make the choice to stab us (tho lowkey the whole reason i like Ash so much is BECAUSE they immediately seem more sad than angry about everything). plus Malik actually puts up boundaries and sticks to them, he doesn't give in a little too easy once we show remorse like Ash does. obviously Malik is caught off guard by the progress and willingness to change but its much faster progress with him because he doesn't indulge us at all like Ash does (which lowkey does make the process harder)
aghhh i like ash so much but omfg I'm SO SCARED for whatever the fuck "sealing the deal" and bringing them together in a "powerful way" means AHHH. i love yandere MCs but omfg its so scary knowing i might hurt the love interests (because obviously things go wrong when they find out you're not stable and thats usually when the yandere is like, "nahhh no more legs! you don't need legs so you can run away from me!"
also oMFG MC masks SO WELL. thats why this is gonna hurt, ik it LMAO. the game description makes it feel very clear that we ARE gonna mess up at first unless we try hard lmaoo
STOOPPP I'M SO SAD OMGGGG. I GOTTA SEE IT THROUGH THO
WHY DO I KEEP TORTURING MYSELF WITH ALL THE SAD ENDINGS FIRST I'M DOING IT ON PURPOSE EVEN THO IT HURTTTSS
i had to skip a couple of the other bad endings cuz my heart was hurting LMAO but OWWW?? THE GOOD ENDING MADE ME CRY I'M SO WEIRDLY PROUD OF MC LOL. idk how i'm gonna manage to do another route bro holy shit. no more bad endings for a WHILE. i'm just gonna stick to the good
omg they're so fucking cute
gonna just do this cuz idk how to spoiler:
the scientists tipped me off real fast that they weren't the good guys, not to me or Sans lol. like the way Sans was proud when we confirmed our work was important made it clear that he did it but i fr did not care LMAO. like the only person i'm okay ish with is whoever told the Captain dude to stopp hurting us cuz we'd die lol. everyone else can die (and so can that person too, its not like they were nice until they felt bad i was being beaten lmaoo. plus everyone there is obvi involved in sketchy shit)
ughh idk how i feel about forgiving Sam. like obvi i still want to be her friend but i don't like that we don't get to respond to her blaming US for not replying anymore as if she didn't stop first. like i do get that it was bad timing and now that i know that i'm not mad but i'm DEF mad that she just got so defense and was all "so?" to not replying. idk like UGHHh girl YOU started the miscommunication even accidentally, and i get it was hard for you but like... idk you can't blame us for taking the very tiny amount of responses we got as a rejection. its not like we got any info either, so idk what Sam expected us to think, how she expects to be trusted blindly without faith when it was her descison to hide her reasoning for leaving from us.
again, i WANT to forgive her, but its annoying that we don't get to tell her how hurt we were like she gets to. technically she's more at fault for the letters yet shes the only one who gets to talk about it. like obvi she should so we can clear up the misunderstanding but its frustrating that the only choices are to completely shut her down to the point where she'll coldy dismiss you after, or to immediately fully cave in. like NO why cant we just openly communicate and then try again as friends??? the most "blamey" we get to be in comparison is saying "as sudden and lonely as the last five years have been, the loss of your person was missed more than the letters." at the very start of the convo, and a bit of a bitter tone and snarkily timed questions.
idk if this is just because i focused on meeting the guys first (met her originally and saw the slight progression at the ball but i redid it to meet Langley lol) so if it is because of that i don't mind. i also chose to understand but still be hurt by Sam. and its not hate BTW its just so frustratingingly realistic lol
also, FML i didn't realize this was unfinished i gotta stop breaking my heart like that
omfg love this but also GIRLIE DON'T FALL FOR KENJI'S SCHEMES LMAOO SHE'S SO "NOT LIKE OTHER GIRLS" THATS SHE'S FALLING INTO KENJI'S BS (AKA ANDREW TATE 2.0 LMAO)
LOVE the security guard chase scene lmao its just so silly idk
also the Yukio and Miki beef is wonderful, there's no way he fr said "civilise this savage" LMAO
OH MY GOD MIKI STOP PURPOSEFUL MISCONSTRUING HIS WORDS WTF
lowkey i feel like i'm petty, i wouldn't be able to forgive her anytime soon or make the first step like Hisao did. cuz like... nah, especially reading from her perspective it doesn't feel like he actually meant something to her (at least not something as real as he felt) until it was too late, yk? i'd just feel so used if i was him omfg (but maybe i'm projecting and thats me finally not being willing to give multiple chances after all my sexual trauma and trauma in general lol)
the voice actors chosen are PERFECT for this omg. this genuinely feels like the same type of voices i've heard over the years back on skype and teamspeak, and now discord lol
edit: i lowkey feel really bad that we can't help Chris with his reputation unless we're romancing him cuz it makes me so sad seing people shit talk him
OUCH. the first doc just giving us birth control and antidepressants... so relatable. it was never "hm lets look further and do some blood tests just incase" it was always "it says here you've got anxiety, are you sure you're not just working yourself up until you faint?" or "you should see a gynecologist first, before we look into why you're fainting." also "well you're a little chubby, lose some weight first and come back if its still an issue." okay sure, and if i faint and crack my head open and die before that happens? it already almost happened, my friend caught my head before i hit a sharp desk corner. that was my second time fainting in only 20 mins. i nearly fainted in the middle of a road and he helped me get to a curb before i passed out. i legit just laid on the grass and lost consciousness. then he mentioned my body moved a little bit like i had a minor seizure so he rolled me on my side. which is like... UM??? thats concerning i fainted twice in 20 mins and potentially seized and yet when i went to urgent care the next day they said i was completely fine and to go home since my blood work was okay. like ????
thats the first time anyone has cared enough to help me through a fainting spell, my parents didn't believe me until it happened in front of them and they didn't say shit to my doctors. i fainted the first time at 14, and it wasn't until i was 18 that someone looked after me. that same guy also ran back to campus for tissues for my massive nosebleed when we walked to a park by college. it was not a normal nosebleed either it GUSHED. the ground and my hoodie were covered it was so scary, my nosebleeds are so severe and rare. but like... the point is that i had all these concerning issues that could've been unrelated but also could've hinted at something REALLY serious. i was also starting to have issues with my vision decling, and a nosebleed on top of the fainting and occasional migraines as well as my SEVERE mental health issues had me wondering if something was wrong with my brain. nobody has ever checked it to this day.
my pediatrician had me see a gyno before testing my blood for anemia (which i don't have). i haven't bothered getting a diagnosis, i've had too many other more urgent issues to take care of and i've learned to perfectly accomodate my fainting issue. they've never listened past the initial blaming of me and my habits/age/gender/weight/ literally anything else but doing some damn tests. i'm 90% sure its POTS, i even brought it up to doctor number 3 i told about the fainting and he legit went "Oh! that makes sense, i'll refer you for a tilt test." that was all it took, but then i had appendicitis and other issues that were more urgent so i haven't asked for a new referall since i see a different doctor now and its just a mess. so this is already SO REAL AND OWWW
edit: OH MY GOD, THIS IS SO REAL. CRYING WHEN YOU FINALLY THINK YOU HAVE IT FIGURED OUT BUT YOU'RE WRONG, I DID THAT SHIT TOO
also i got what seems like the best possible ending first, just by doing the opposite of how i handled my own issues lol