Look, I was suicidal for a while, and I just have to tell you that even though it seems it won't get better, it will. I don't like talking about this part of my life but it feels worth it if I can help someone else. I had it bad, maybe not as bad as you, maybe worse, we'll never know. But for a while I was very close to just ending it. And now, about 2 years later, I'm so glad I didn't. No matter how bad it seems. it probably feels like it can't get better, that there's no way. But trust me, there is. You have to try and create change, and then, you just have to be patient. Whether it takes 5 years, ten years, or just a month, things can and will change. Unexpected things happen, whether It's for the better or worse only time will tell, but change always comes. It feels weird saying this, but... hang in there, with time things will change, and If you feel you are about to do it, please, please call a suicide hotline (495 625 3101) (I'm not sure if that one works bcs I'm not from Russia but it might (https://www.therapyroute.com/article/suicide-hotlines-and-crisis-lines-in-russia)) You matter, even if you don't think so.
Please, please live, for the people around you, for the things you might create or enjoy in the future, please live. because, if you can make the world just a little bit better, that's worth hanging on to.
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