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No worries! I harbor no ill will, btw. I just wanted to make sure no one was getting the wrong idea based on past experiences. I've obviously grown and just wanna move on.

Sorry if I came across harsh ♡♡♡. 

You honestly seem like a fine guy.  And I apologize if this occurrence changed your opinion on me! :)

Please, don't encourage the drama.

This was years ago, and it became a big thing at 17, when a 21 or 23 year old male on our team sent me something very hurtful regarding my depression. 

His opinion mattered to me at the time, and I took it to heart. Kouga, being my mentor, taking my role away as head admin also hurt because it felt like she no longer entrusted me, despite being the only admin she had who actually got on her games, cared for them and would talk of development with her. The others would talk about her behind her back.

However, I'm done with this. I'm trying to move on with them as a reference, as they are still apart of my past. I never mentioned anything bad, but I won't have them come slander my reputation. 

If you're a developer, I apologize if you've got a bad image of me now. However, I've blocked RW, and I will continue moving forward despite these "power" claims. There was always a struggle for power in that Discord, I was just the only one who actually cared for Kouga's actual feelings until mine got trampled on, if you must know.

Thank you.

I wish RW and all the best in development, but please, drop the situation.

or you know, don't forget to tell them how your admin legit shit on my depression? Starting shit is professional, Kouga, especially since you started your career hacking the game you now got defunct given. 

How's that going, btw?

Also, tell them how you and your admins chased off most the gamers with your poor attitude, bullying who you pleased? Or how I was your head admin and fought your hackers (which, btw, people say you showed Lif users how to use CE, in the old days and they perfected it for their friends) when your antihack bot never picked it up. And oops. No credits on your site for my coding on your form that I had you take down after this little argument for this exact reason?

Have a good day, and do me a favor, please, don't respond to my topics. You're a past experience. Don't dull my future ones.

Also, Pigeonbee in the credits, was a suicide victim, and you made a joke of suicide by adding them in your little "friends on the other side". Good job, champ.

My attitude may have been poor ish then because I was 12-17 (when a 21 year old walked on my undiagnosed depression, and you were cool with it. Thanks mentor). You're in your 30s, turning 40? Your admins are getting closer to 30 , what's your all's excuse for belittling everyone who you thought less of? Now, including me, who's trying to move on from your project, and only used you as a reference. Nothing bad, but you just came to stir the pot. 

Sure thing! Thanks for your time.

Just an edit: I'm currently enrolled for an AAS in Software Development. 

I may be into the concept art route. If interested in my art at all, dm Disaster#4866 on Discord?

Unsure if I fit your proposition, but if you wanna talk, do you have a Discord?

I had worked with a dev before as her right hand/community manager, but due to an incident a while back, no longer with them.  I understand if this changes your opinion on me, however, the past and drama that shouldn't follow me doesn't affect me now. I'm trying to move on.

If this doesn't work out, my fiancé will probably end up being my developer.

So I am now looking for another developer who will create games with me and take me under their wing.

I am comfortable mostly with:

 - The Moderation. 

I originally became a moderator by fighting hackers with hacks. It wasn't the best, but eventually we got a panel, and I'd sit for hours on the game and keep hackers off.

- Artist (mostly concept and 2D). I plan to learn more on 3D. 

I can make models, I struggle with animating said models (moving the rigging, etc).

- Community manager aspect of the job 

I loved every single administrator and moderator job I had because of the community. I am aware I won't have the best experience with some, as we are making projects or some developers may not like me, which is fine! However, it just boosted my mood, made me feel like I had a purpose and gave me something to look forward to. It was so awesome to meet new people. I'm socially awkward otherwise, lol!

- Secretary/Helper.  

I have trello, and I enjoyed making ideas or helping the developer with theirs, possibly even tidying up or seeing if I could help with social media, or anything. I know it may come off weird and a red flag, but it's just an optional one, all these are. These are just experiences and enjoyments I've gotten. I'd be delighted to help you with concepts and see if I could apply my somewhat creative brain to your intellect xD!

However:

I will be learning the code part eventually, so maybe you would not be the primary coder, eventually. . If anyone needs someone to partner with, reply and we can get in touch via the Discord below. . 

Disaster#8680

 My plans are to learn Python, React and most web development features. After this, I'll dwell into C#. 

My artwork portfolios can be found in the following places:
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/sarrynn/ or https://ruptacor.wixsite.com/sarrynnarts

I have moderation experience, I was a moderator for an upcoming art site (I left on good terms, wish AS the best), and I have tons of in-game admin experience. I have posted this before, but I went dead once only because of COVID and jobs, but I'm back completely now. Email hooked up, so you will be replied to. <3

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Prior Developers:

My name is Disaster in the following credits, lol. It is from Raven-Woods, took over the defunct games of Gamevial. 

Unfortunately, the developer of RW and I are no longer close, as stated, and unfortunate as that is, past is past. It will not reflect on us professionally from this day forward. I wish them the best.

Message me on Discord for more information! Again, it's Disaster#8680 . I am delighted to get to know you. 

Still looking, if anyone is interested!

You of course can message me on Discord. I'm delighted you think so. I want to join a team, if possible or maybe the other, if you unfortunately have no room for me yet! 

You can of course contact me, again. Disaster#4866 :)

My discord is Disaster#4866 , and I'm open to inquiries or continuance of this conversation if you want. Thank you. You as well!

I'm interested in any game, really that has a strong lore. Survival and horror catch my heart the most due to storytelling and graphics.

I appreciate your compliments and your gracious kindness towards my hideous old art ;;. tysm. As much as an artist, I'd generally like to just collaborate as a head admin with a development team and writer as well. I'm not the most creative, but I can spring some ideas with someone.

Thank you for your time, and I am so thrilled and honored you showed me interest.

I think my art was removed, but I was in the credits.

I was training under her wing to create models. In the previous games development I created her bot's "character" 'Watchdog' that guarded the game from hackers. When you triggered the antihack, an antihack cheat screen triggered my art, which was Watchdog, bloody and growling. It's very VERYYYYYYYYYYYYY old, and I'm sort of ashamed xD. . . I am trying to contact her and ask her if I'm still in it, or at least to verify to you all I was. But I think I was removed when we lost contact and my art was removed. 

Here it is. Gah. No judging on past art, please. Or do, xD.

Here's the link to my art site, gah. I feel it's necessary after such atrocity.: https://ruptacor.wixsite.com/sarrynnarts

I would say I'm more of a character artist than a background. I could fiddle with backgrounds. It's been a while since I've done a background, but I do think I could honestly try. There's no hurting trying, and I have no issue pairing with any developer willing to take me in like the last one, who was teaching me about what little she knew about design and coding while letting me contribute what I could. She credited me in her games. Hopefully, it's still there!

I'd love to find another developer like her, with a strong bond and develop a game or maybe more.

Yea, I have a Discord, hon! I specialize in digital art. Mostly animals, but I think some people would disagree and say humans. You're free to disagree and look for yourself. 

See if you prefer it or if you would like to view someone else's work. <3

I appreciate the opportunity and you viewing my work. Thank you!

Discord: Disaster#4866 . As for my work, I can gladly link you my site. https://ruptacor.wixsite.com/sarrynnarts


More links are on my profile page, to my Deviantart and such :) .

?? Is this even allowed XD? To reply to others offers with your own advertisement?

Apologies if this doesn't belong here, I tried putting it in the right place, but this is my first post.

I have ideas and I'd love to partner up with a game developer to further myself as an artist and concept writer. 

I used to work with Raven-Woods on here, as volunteer, head administrator, but I departed. Now, I'd like to look again. If anyone is willing to work with me and take me under their wing, I'd be thrilled. I have ideas, a Discord and an eagerness to learn.

Do contact me <3 !

Edit: Thank you to the moderator for moving this to the right category. I was lost xD. <3 @NoTimeToPlay