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First let me say I'm sorry for my beginning outburst. I'm a combat vet who saw way too many friends die and brought all that home with me. I still can't let that go even seeing psychiatrists all these years. I got into Leap of Faith cause it was showing me a happier side of side even though it wasn't real. But then I found myself so attached to CeCe cause her life, dark as it was, matched mine. Many times I wished I could have done want she final did. But her life seemed to be on a good track finally and seeing her just give up like that, I just totally broke down in disbelief. Why! Was all I could say. And if she could finally do it to get away from her demons then why not me. I really feel my struggles each and every day cause I see myself and it's hell! I'm trying hard not to think, but easier said than done. Strange that I would have a date coming up soon to see my psych, but I don't know what to say to her. You have written the most incredible story I have ever read but in a way I'm sorry I read it. My brain just was not ready for that mirror to look into. Again sorry and keep writing,

I REALLY HATE YOU! BURN IN HELL.  I so often have to deal with those same emotions and this ending has so boosted them again. I knew how it would end but hoped I was wrong. But no!

I have been so involved with her story going through so many different emotions and we are a point where she really may kill herself! No No No!! Don't go that route! It just isn't right to even consider such a thing! Sure she has problems but she can be fixed with time and love. That is the approach you need to move on, please!