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Also, IMHO, both CWs overdo it a bit. To me, the game seems to be about in line with what people call "light obedience." No need to be into dominance/submission to enjoy. 

You may want to try different types of inductions. Resistant works well for me, as can confusion and overload. All kinda have the focus part built in. 

I think all of that is the intended effect. Well, except not feeling overwhelmed. That happened to me the first time, too.

But then I tried a second time. 

Huh. I looked for a comments section before, and didn't find one.

I've tried the file twice. First time, I knew I was in hypnosis even when it said I wasn't sure. But the stuff with the intensity increasing was lost on me.

The second time, the opposite happened. I wasn't sure I was hypnotized, but then the intensity aspect overwhelming. Instead of relaxing, I got rather tense, like it was physically hard to hold all the hypnosis in.

Hoping an eventual third time means that I'll get the intensity of the pleasure. Not that it wasn't pleasurable in its own weird way both times. But it felt kinda mild. 

Yeah, I wouldn't necessarily expect it to work on someone's first time. If you read the analysis, she's counting on certain common experiences that you might not have. Plus you don't have experience with hypnosis to know that you sometimes just go along with things and imagine you agree. Or even just ignoring a suggestion and moving on. 

I suspect you basically got yourself out of trance, and then subconsciously convinced yourself that you couldn't get back in. I'm also pretty new to hypnosis, and I've done that, too. 

If you are still interested in experimenting with hypnosis, I will make a recommendation to get started in a way that's comfortable and light, and which helped me when I first was getting started. Look up TheLadyAurora New to Hypno using Google. It will show a page that you have to "buy" an audio file for free and then download it. 

I can basically guarantee that you'll go into some level of trance with that file. But that may not mean what you currently think it means.