Dude... right now I bet you have a heck of a lot of things in your plate right now dude. Take it day by day, do what you can and most importantly, do what you love. Don't worry about this game developing thing. This is most likely a side hustle of yours and honestly, you have plenty of time to do this. There's only so much one person can do. I will be waiting patiently for a banger of a game of yours in the future. Hope all is well!