First time i played it felt like a dream at first, but as the time passed it became clear that something was very wrong. My first attempt ended in me getting everyone killed, me personally scarred for life and no desire to ever touch the game again. A few months later after I was checking my Steam library I saw the game again. I must have forgotten to delete it, but then it hit me: "Why not try again but get a GOOD ending this time, what could possibly go wrong?". In fact many things went wrong. I made a new save file and went in. The second attempt had the same start as the first one. It felt amazing, like a dream, it even made me forget what was I getting myslef into. After what seemed to be 2 or 3 the madness started. I tried making a few different decisions and it seemed to work. Sure I got what seemed to be a bad ending, but then I made sure to delete Monika from my game files. I worked! Things were finnaly peaceful, but then...........................the ending screen. As I saw the ending screen it left me in disbelief. A "bad" end. A very bad one. As I started to think it couldn't get any worse I heard Monika's voice. Then I saw the credits screen. I will never forget the song that played during the credits. That song still stays in my head to this day and sometimes I still hear it. I will not tell you the name of the song for your own sanity. At last I was left there starring at the screen with a message "And thank YOU for playing." Usually I adore those types of ending notes, but in that particular moment it could be one of the worse (if not worst) times to see that message.
I am warning you. If you have a faint hearth DO NOT PLAY THIS please I almost got a hearth attack and I don't have any medcial problems. DO NOT play this game if you feel lonely (I made that mistake). At first it may seem great, but you will realise that it is not and you will end up feeling worse by the end.
If you are reading this sentence let me know if I should play this the 3rd time to try to acomplish the "good ending" if there even is one.
I still suffer from the consequences that this game gave me. Please reconsider if you try to play. If you finish it and feel even WORSE than how I felt go to your local church.