One type of game that is VERY hard to find is Mature/Adult games FOR heterosexual/bisexual women from the female POV.  It is risky to go out and meet strangers IRL, but pixels don't cause or feel pain, and if they get murdered, they can just be resurrected (game restart).  Plus you cannot get pregnant from a computer game (even if your game character can).  Even partially censored games with mature stories from female POV (as in woman seeking man) are hard to find.  Things I do NOT get off on: Boobs, explicit pictures of vaginas, cocks that look like they were poorly made out of plastic cylinder molds, sleezy expressions, and dildos.  Things I DO get off on: Muscular abs, kissing, oral by men,  gentlemanly behavior (at least at first), pictures of happy, satisfied, relaxed men, and  a good backstory that might include BDSM or fantasy creatures like vampires or werewolves or mermen. I would never actually do BDSM in real life, not even with my late husband, because it is far too risky.  Guys, read some steamy romance novels, then make some games like them. If reading from the female POV turns you off, that is because you are heterosexual and cannot imagine the female POV or are just not interested in it. If you think parts of the plots are stupid/unrealistic/boring, leave them out or change them.  Right now, some of those of us heterosexual women are just settling for yaoi games.