I made a post a few hours ago about retiring this account, but then I decided that was a stupid idea, so I'm not gonna do that.
The truth is that I'm a mess right now. It feels like my life is falling apart and everything I do only seems to make things worse.
Game development is going horribly and all I can think about is my ex, who basically hates me at this point.
The only thing I thought might help is if I write about the situation... which it kind of does, but it also doesn't really solve anything either.
Life has never hurt this much before, but I'm doing my best to get through it.
Thank you for reading and being here with me.
-Jason
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Hey, I just saw your previous post and I feel really sorry for what you going through, I really do and I hope you're OK despite everything.
Life can be rough, unfair, and everything in between, but please stay strong. It's easier said than done, I know, but remind yourself that its just a passing phase and that the sun always comes after the rain.
I'm not a therapist and we don't know each other but if you ever want to talk in private, I'll be here to listen.
Take care of yourself.
Thanks a lot, Poulet. I really appreciate it. 馃珎
Lately it's been helpful to write my feelings out, and it's also nice to know my thoughts are being heard (or read in this case).
I know I'll get through this eventually. It just sucks, ya know? It's also kind of embarrassing to share my thoughts so openly like this, but it feels better than keeping them locked away.
Writing can be helpful, and I'm glad it helps you! It may sound dumb, but not too long ago, I was feeling really sh*tty and I wrote myself a letter like if I were writing to someone in need... and it was harder than I though! Sometime we are our worst enemy and a bit of love from ourselves can go a long way.
Yeah I get it and it's positive that you recognize that. Sometimes even just believing that things can get better is hard.
Stay strong, my friend *Biggest hug ever*!
Not dumb at all, and honestly I might even try it myself. And yes, you're absolutely right about us being our own worst enemies.
It's difficult sometimes, yeah. I never give up on myself despite that, though. I'm too stubborn.
Thank you! 馃馃馃馃馃馃馃馃 8000 hugs for you, too. :)