No no no no. It's not like that at all. I should've made a bit more of an effort on my side to help people who are so eager.
When getting better at any skill, you have to first learn how to learn.
I personally applied a lot of what I had heard about learning game design to music. I failed fast constantly and made sure to always share my music with my friends to get their feedback.
Sorry, I don't really know what more to say, but hopefully you find this helpful. Have a good day!