im no word oriented person, but wow, ur writing is so emotional that it makes me feel emotions, and i don't really like to feel emotions, but reading even lil snippets of ur writings makes me feel emotions in a good/sad/grr way that i can't really express smartly. being open is scary but ur a brave molerat for sharing this
all in all, i think ur really good at what you do. and i support and root for u in whatever endeavors you traverse in the future :DDD