Sorry, the game doesn't suit you! But, if you are curious, here are some explanations to help better understand some aspects. (SPOILERS AHEAD!)
- MC is a bit of a wild card with a weird personality to match and definitely doesn't suit everyone's taste.
- For Gardener in that scene, they do admit that they don't value their life which MC doesn't dive into. They do get poisoned by flowers and MC buries them just for fun.
- Ending 10 is most vague out of all endings, so to get that first does make things a bit weird. It is intentionally left that way, and I encourage finding the other endings for a more conclusive storyline.
- The XXX's don't want to get involve with MC's yandere schenangains at all, so they are essentially fine with MC eliminating the victims as long as they are not in the list.
And, I think I cover it all. If you have any more questions, I would be more than happy to answer! I'm glad you played it tho and enjoyed some aspects of despite not being your cup of tea!