I've never done the ruthless route for that reason 😭
to anyone and you who see this post, if you are attatched to him as a character and actually wanna see him thrive, do NOT give into the curiosities of the ruthless route, it destroyed me to the point it took eleven hours to get my shit together.
it is not that bad. the ruthless route has a lot more to offer than just hurt. it's hard enough to persuade people to try it out as is.
