It's impossible to get a unique declaration of love from a beloved character, this reality is quite painful for people who have problems with jealousy (including me), but hearing footsteps in an empty apartment, heavy breathing next to me, feeling faint touches and a voice give me hope that I will be able to create my own imaginary Damon and I'll never feel terrible jealousy again, and he will always be there for me and will not let me go, even if I want to. A doll, a dakimakura, or an AI isn't enough for me anymore. I want to show my love and receive it, and I don't care what should I do to have it.