1000/10 would push the boulder again
i think i knew what was coming when i downloaded this, but i didn't expect to relate to the lil boulder man so much. many of the words he said were things i've been telling myself (some verbatim too!!!) for so long. It will all come back to me. people will always point at me.
But maybe i will change. maybe they wont, then that's their problem, at least i should. I'm nowhere near to be a good person. but maybe i can get better. maybe i can understand myself better as i persist.
thoughts aside, the blood part you mentioned in the warning? that entire section was very chilling. in a good way.
weirdly enough, i loathe the entire concept of existentialism (including absurdism and nihilism) and whenever I read in the genre, i end up rolling my eyes. but ironically??? i feel myself pulled towards these themes over and over and over again. as if it's trying to tell me something.
like the boulder.
i'll have you know i delete games when i finish playing them to free up storage, but this, i'll be keeping this in my files a bit longer. thanks!!