I’m glad you think so :3 It’s definitely not what I would have done if I’d had more time, haha, but I had to make peace with that.
Honestly, I wasn’t all that comfortable sharing it at the time and had major regrets afterwards >.< The only reason I put it out there instead of scrapping it was cos I so badly wanted to participate in some capacity since it seemed like such a cool jam, and I knew I would regret it later if I didn’t do anything!
BUT… comments like yours and others from this community have really helped me be at peace with it :3 You guys have made me feel comfortable! So I can only give all my thanks to you for that.
It feels like there’s something very special about this jam and everyone in it. Not just the sheer talent on show with so many fantastic pieces of music, but the people themselves from what I’ve experienced so far have such a supportive and empowering spirit as a collective! It’s pretty awe-inspiring :3
I once read from someone’s book who was very shy as a child and always left out as a result, that one of the kindest things you can ever do for another person is to just include them. As someone who has spent most of her life shunned for being a bit weird and different, I can wholeheartedly agree with that statement. And here, you guys have made that sense of inclusion a reality, which is the greatest gift I could receive, and more than I ever could have anticipated when I decided to join the jam!
I mean, for example - your OST is sensational! I'm not even remotely on your level, haha. And yet your kind words make me feel as though that's okay! That I still belong here with everyone despite my inexperience and such. It really means a lot.
Thanks so much for that & for taking the time to listen :3