Hi skull2n.
GCreative! is here.
I know it may be difficult for you to advance what your FVN has been, due to multiple factors.
But don't worry, it's completely normal for you to have that kind of discouragement.
As a user here said, balance your personal life with your life as a developer of your visual novel, follow everything at your own pace. Keep it up and I wish you success.
Little by little you will see that you will be able to improve and you will get people who support your game like me :D