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I'm so glad you're still here with us!!! 

I know exactly what it feels like to have too many things go wrong, and to believe to your core that things will keep going wrong- that all there is in the future is pain. 

When the thought of killing myself was the only thing that made me feel better, I talked to people. I told the few people I trusted and I sought out a therapist as well. It didn't instantly fix everything of course but it showed me the path to recovery and helped me believe in a future where things are better.

I'm so glad you've talked to me today! You took a chance on communicating with someone and that's EXACTLY the right thing to do. Please keep taking chances. Go places with people, attend events- I know that taking chances after being hurt so badly is extremely hard, but if you keep checking the shore, you never know what the tide may bring in.

One last thing too- be your own friend if you can. For me, this took a lot of work and practice. I used to be abusive to myself in my own head. My therapist taught me to argue with myself in my head and challenge every mean thought. It was exhausting. But it gets easier if you keep doing it. Once you treat yourself like a friend, it's not so scary to be alone. Behind closed doors you can find love instead of fear.

Good luck Ellie, and I really hope you enjoy all of my next games :)

i really needed to hear something like this, thank u so much <3 i will try to communicate with other people because i guess that distancing myself from the outside world does no good either, and what you said about abusing yourself in your head- that’s really something i did and maybe still do and i think im just realizing it now that you mentioned it. reading what you wrote made me feel less alone and gave me some more hope, and i will use it in the right way. you’re such a nice person and i’ll continue supporting you and your work for as long as i can. ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

and if you uhh.. ever want to check up the stuff i made with ren you can look up Alice Rou on youtube , im the one with 204k subs!! :’’) you obviously don’t have to if you don’t have much time, you must be busy enough so i totally understand. i’m just letting you know ^^

thank you a lot again. you made me incredibly happy today ❤️