Hey, what are friends for if not to put you into difficult positions to get you out of your comfort zone which has grown into your prison and make you discover new things? 😉
I am still playing Titans of Illumia so if you want to share our experiences playing it, I suggest you start with it then keep Ouroboros for next, I might even play it again at the same time as you so we might share our experiences playing it as well. 😉
Google can explain nothing as I thoroughly boycott it, I search with Ecosia. 😉 But since you are the one who introduced this topic into the discussion, then you are the one who has to explain it. 😏
If you do not enjoy your job, then you better not waste any more of your limited lifetime for an activity which means nothing to you so you can dedicate your limited lifetime left to things which actually mean something to you. As Confucius stated it: "Choose a job that you enjoy doing and then you will not have to work a single day of your life." 😉
Any job is an exchange of time for money
Did you actually watch the movie Time Out as I suggested you? 😉
If you are waiting to have free time then you will waste your life waiting because time doesn't give itself on its own, you have to actively take it yourself and you have it only when you are determined to take it. 😼
If you do not enjoy your job and it doesn't even reward you for putting up with it then why are you even wasting your time and energy with it if it only takes from you and gives you nothing in return? 🤔
My offer still stands, I will assist you in remaking your first game as best as I can. 😉